it has been so long
Yes yes shame on me for sinking to a whole new level of laziness. But there was uni consisting of catching up on work, assignments, cramming, exams, fear of failure, extreme anxiety till the day results were released, and in the end relief. There was also anxiety fuelled by my family's (particularly my mum's anxiety) over Christmas. I only ever felt like shooting my brains out during exam week, but the Christmas preparations have also given rise to the idea.
My life seems to be driven by anxiety.
I mean I should use the holidays to catch up on sleep but after the sleepless nights thanks to uni I've been losing sleep by reading manga. Aaaargh! This year can be summarised by 2 words: uni and anime. 2005 has been marked as the year a general liking for anime turned into an obsession! This has left me broke for the most part of the year and has consumed a large amount of my time. I guess I can only blame myself. I should be more strong-willed but instead I am incredibly lazy when it comes to doing any work and just sit in fromt of the TV or computer most of the time.
posted by Marina @ 10:17 AM
2 Comments:
jesus, a new level of laziness INDEED. wtf have you been?! well...not where, as in physically where cause i saw you heaps in between your last 2 posts anyway but i mean the general internet 'where', if you get me.
youre not allowed to shoot your own brains out without my permission. im supposed to do it for you. so if the urge revives itself, youll have to wait til i get home.
lookin back on the year, i had my share of sleepless nights too i guess. either last minute uni work (usually not) or procrastinating for hours. what is wrong with our generation.
hahaha and that 'obsession' was partly my fault wasn't it? anyway since I'm not there I'm assuming you don't have a lot of manga left do you? so that means you have a lot of sleep to catch up on then... and it's true that I haven't been contacting people for so long people might assume I'm missing or something... oh well... anyways... I haven't been reading manga either though since my comp is dead so... I guess that's it... yeah anyway... catch on some sleep will ya?!?? be back there in Feb but have no idea when... alrighty see ya!
ps. how did the plan going? you know... the prezzies things?
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