it has been so long

Yes yes shame on me for sinking to a whole new level of laziness. But there was uni consisting of catching up on work, assignments, cramming, exams, fear of failure, extreme anxiety till the day results were released, and in the end relief. There was also anxiety fuelled by my family's (particularly my mum's anxiety) over Christmas. I only ever felt like shooting my brains out during exam week, but the Christmas preparations have also given rise to the idea.
My life seems to be driven by anxiety.

I mean I should use the holidays to catch up on sleep but after the sleepless nights thanks to uni I've been losing sleep by reading manga. Aaaargh! This year can be summarised by 2 words: uni and anime. 2005 has been marked as the year a general liking for anime turned into an obsession! This has left me broke for the most part of the year and has consumed a large amount of my time. I guess I can only blame myself. I should be more strong-willed but instead I am incredibly lazy when it comes to doing any work and just sit in fromt of the TV or computer most of the time.